My unexpected life journey

Over the last several days, I’ve been feeling down.  I’ve applied for a new apartment and that’s not a problem in and of itself. I just know that it could be impossible because I have had bad credit for a long time. Which brings up past memories which weren’t pleasant.  I find myself feeling inadequate and like a failure.  I thought I had worked through those feelings but apparently not.

I find myself getting overstimulated and aggravated by the smallest of things.  For instance, when my cats are playing and being noisy.  Usually I find that entertaining but not nowadays.  I guess some of this could be attributed to entering menopause.  I’ll look into that later.  I just needed to vent a bit because it was affecting the way I was thinking about things and myself.